nomatter what happens,it must go on.

it has been quite sometime since i've decided which college to go......
i tot after decided whr to go i would be free a little,but who knows,more and more questions are cumming into my mind!!

when should i register?
how do i go ?
transport?
payment?
loans?
plans after studying in thr?
how to pay?
pay for how long?
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question none stop!!!!
i'm sick of it!!!

BUT,
as for my buddy....compare us, i kinda pity him though==''

parents orders,cant say NO.
i even think : he doesnt has a single choice.
its true, if he can choose,it wont be complicated,but no,he cant.
night by night we chat in msn,he's sharing everything he had in mind with me...
every single problem.
its a shame tat i cant do anything for him though,i know he has problems, but i cant do anything.
izit me? or wat?
izit my fault for all this?

**thinking....

NO!
wat did i do??to disurve this compliment??
its not me! i go my own road,nobody's following my steps!so,quit saying tat its my fault for all the blaming!!i dont mind being blame for it,but messing with my frends future its not a good thing to hear abt!i know is none of my business,so i wont care to over for this.....

i'm sorry...i cant keep it for so long....i'm telling the truth,and truths dont lie.
ask yourself, do u even hav a choice,my dear friend?
but...nomatter wat happens..wat's the conclusion,i'll still be the ME u'll know...i'm wiling to hear from u,i'm willing to handle problem with u,as long as we're still buddies.
so, smile XD~