Dont be serious idiot.

telling myself not to be so serious in games.
and yes, how clever of me to play 'outside the lines'.

i think there's something going on with me these days.
i cant seem to concentrate.

feels like missing him, but den i wish we werent together.

once i feel like breaking up, den the memories poped out and makes me so emotional.
then i find myself another reason not to break up, becoz i love him.

yea i said it.

i love some1 in the game i played.
he's a married-man, and he's older than me 20 years.
i cant believe i accepted him ,in the game.

the most unexpected thing is , i accidentally fall for him for real.

i cant concentrate, i cant draw, i cant get idea, i cant get him out of my stupid mind.
i want to break up! and stop this stupid dream!
his wife is observing him when he's in the game, how am i suppose to get that outta my mind!

everytime with him (in the game), i cant talk much. becoz i have that damn feeling like some1 is watching over him , and i dont wanna ruin his life .

its not my business okay，play ur game, i'll play mine.

i fall for u once, but not this time, u changed, and i dont really like it.
dont tell me how should i dress, dont fucking say my fashion taste is bad, dont even try to think that im with another guy if u dont know what really happened!

im not ur kitten! im just plain old devil scarletven, try to love me by the way i am instead of being ur little kitten.

bullshit!!!@$()_!@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()........


*i know i'll regret everything i said after i read this post back tmr. just ignore my post.